Something Has to Give.

It's been a while.  I've finished writing my first book.  I went to my first Star Trek Convention.  I sat in box seats at the Hollywood Bowl for the first time.  I recieved my first demotion.  Not an actual demotion, but as far as pay is concerned, yes.  Of course the powers that be made it seem like I was getting a raise.  A raise that pays less.

Looking at the number in my bank account, I was more than feeling some sort of way.  And because I don't want to focus on the negative, that's all I'll say about that.

All I will say, is there HAS to be something BIG coming soon.  VERY SOON.  A BIG idea from my head.  A BIG opportunity.  A BIG situation. (And for the first time - in a long time - an external situation that actually puts me in a better place than before the situation occured).   A BIG...something.  

Because (and as much as I dislike the overly excessively use of this phrase)....I can't even.

Pressing on.